Sammy

Sammy

My name is Lisa,
I'll be 19 next month. On December 29, 03 it will have been 3 years since I lost my only true best friend; his name is Sammy. He died 4 days after turning 13yrs old. He's German Shepard/ husky, Just typing this makes me cry! The thing that bothers me most is his last 3 months before he died were bad. Normally he weighed 99/100 lbs. He dropped roughly 20-30lbs, he would not walk, we had to lift him to go outside -  which half of the time just as we got him up everything came out, so he could not go up our stairs to bed. For 2 months I slept on the floor right by his side every night. Before crawling into bed I would tell him I loved him and if he had to leave I would understand I knew he was in pain (but when mom told me a month before he died she was going to have him put to sleep I told her no and I hated her and if she had him put to sleep I was going to leave and never speak to her again. She put the phone down and said I would not blame you for not wanting to speak to me, I would do the same thing if I were in your position). I did that as a nightly thing. This is what bothered me -  after doing that every night, the night of the 28th, I just for some reason forgot to say "I Love You!" The next morning mom woke me up at about 9am by kneeling next to me. When I sat up dazed I looked at mom and she said " I need you!" "what is wrong?" I asked and she said "It's Sammy! He..He Died last night!" and I just burst. Till this day I just can not forgive myself for not saying "I Love You!!" I would do any thing to do that night over again! He was my brother, my best friend, Oh He was My Everything! If I could say 1 last thing to he it would be "I Love You and I will Never Forget You!" I am glad god took him because he was in pain but oh how I wish I could have him back even if it was just for five minutes! " I Love you Sammy!! if you were looking down from heaven while i am writing this you would see just how much I miss you because i can't stop crying!!"

Lisa - angel_baby_18_2003@yahoo.com

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